Saturday Prep

I'm shooting next weekend!
And again next month!
YIKES!
Didn't I just have a Film Fundrasier/Sneak Preview screening?
Don't I have a ton of soundwork to do for SXSW Nov deadline?
Don't I owe Steve & Jason & Colby & Michael mo' money?
Don't I have Best Buy & Bank of America & CitiFinancial & Applied Bank
calling me 3-4 times a day?
And aren't I so very far behind at work?
And feeling more burnt-out than ever before?
Yes to all of the above...
but time stops for no man.
I've committed to a couple new music videos,
the optimistic POV being that the fundraiser would raise all sorts of money
& I'd actually be able to use my bi-weekly paycheck
to pay my personal bills--
oh like the (2) "AERO" loans going back to 2002 & 2005 respectively
that I'm some 8 months delinquint.
And that @@#%%!!! Best Buy card that I used to purchase my HP Pavillion laptop
so many many many years ago...
still can't manage to snip that bud.
So I'm stretching the moneyclip pretty taunt
& in these tough economic times
I guess that's not a rarity.
Still, I'll feel a lot better once 2009 kicks in
& these last couple projects are done & I can catch-up
and pay off
and (shudder!) save for life changing times.

So in the meantime I do what I can do
ever so slowly.
Pay this crew person & that
a modest portion.
And work on more storyboards
& get ready for tomorrow's meeting.
Chipping away...doing what I can.